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可怕！

今天梦见了我在一个位有个训练，
可是我却在那儿玩乐，
所以就被教练骂了一顿！
过后，
我就和一位朋友在小路那儿玩猫。
结果那只猫凶了起来就跑过来要咬我们！
我们就用树枝来赶它走，
可是赶走了一只，
另一只又不知道从哪儿出来了...
我们赶了一段时间后，
我们就去操场那儿练习篮球！
去到那儿时，
教练要求我们把篮球往上抛！
可是那球里面不是空气，
而是满满的沙！
可是别人都可以抛得很高！
练完球后，
有两位朋友去了鬼店，
那鬼店就只有那两位朋友能看得见罢了！
可是他们根本不知道那是鬼店！
就进去买了一瓶药水，
结果有一位喝了那药水！
牙齿流血，
结果口里都是血！
过后出现了一个蒙面的人，
他告诉我，
我用的被单是鬼不要用了才给我用的！
此时我醒来了！
看着我的被单在我旁边，
不敢用，
可是我又很冷。
所以就冷着身体继续睡觉了！
hahax

...

最近都没什么活动的...
闷死了！
不知道几时还能去朋友家玩..
真想每一天都去别位玩！
妈妈不给打工，
又不给我出去玩。
亥！
不知道现在要做什么...
希望会有很多的节目！
今天朋友生日，
可是我没有帮她庆祝..
也没有给她礼物！
明年再补会吧
还有一个月就明年了..
不好玩的..
明年就见不到他们了,
不知道会不会很闷叻？
应该会吧！
明年会有很多活动都没有她们了，
应该会很闷吧！
羽毛球学会就只有我一个人罢了！
一定会很不习惯的！
明年一定是很闷的一年咯！
加油咯！

今天

每一天都有去看别人的部落格！
可是都没有人去写新的东西，
今天终于有人写了。
可是写的都是恨/讨厌！
我好不喜欢这样的生活...
为什么人一定要有恨的呢？
我要像现在这样的生活下去...
可是明年不知要怎么度过...
期望一年的时间很快就过了
那我又可以和他们相遇了！
那我的灵魂又会回来了...
我一定要珍惜我们这几天的日子咯！
^^
加油！

Updated

My blog has updated!
Juz change my blog title n my profile~
Gonna hv a new life~
hope i can find one's feet!
yahoo!
going to her house...
so excited!
n dunno tad stupid yk bluff me onot...
yesterday waste my $ nia 4 calling to him..
then he bluff me..
*pekcek*
hate eu lo~ lala
waste my $ 4 u to bluff me...
haiz..
so stu de me!
ltr when i upload my phone le,
gonna go to scold u le la...
YK, wait 4 my calling~
haiyo, ltr tell Yu abt tad...

NeW PIcTuRe

Yohoo! this r my best frenz~
I LOve TheM!

^_^

Tis week wanna going to my frenz house,
but dunno my mum let me go onot...
so scare...
my marathon result out le..^^
so siok...
my bro run so fast..
faster than me alot~
when me run finish,
there raining...
im so cold~
n my leg so pain...
cant stand alr...
so after me took my milo,
me sit at a place...
>.<
im going to marathon next year..
so cool..
i love it!
but next year my bro didnt participate,
so me have to go to qb myself...
haiz...so pityful~
n dunno can meet my frenz onot...

Phew...

Today went 4 marathon...
wake up at 5.15am > <
so sleepy...
but me gonna walk to marathon there so me gonna wake up early...
my bro n his frenz didnt sleep...
they go to qb n watch harry potter at midnight,
they walk bc when it was raining...
so cool bt 1 of them sick le...
so pityful.
we walk to qb together...
me walk bahind them...
they walk n talk n laugh...
so enjoyable!
when we reached there,
they stand wrong place,
tad place is only 4 senoir to stand...
we junior!
we block their road to run.. wakakaz
then gt 1 guy 4get tad im a girl...
he touch my back n push me slowly to go forward...
when he realise that he pushing me,
he quickly took his hands away from me n say sry...
wakakaz so funny...
bt when he put his hand at my back i fell so warm~
At the beginning,
me walk wif elane, suan nee n yu han..
after a few mins,
yu han ran aways,
left me, elane n suan nee.
after a short distance, me felt tad many of ppl cut our way...
so i called elane n suan nee ran faster,
mana tahu they dissapear le...
me continue ran,
n saw yi ning...
me talk wif she awhile n continue my running...
then me meet mj n hui jun...
but me didnt talk with them...
me continue run 4 a distance then stop running,
coz very tired le.
me walked slowly,
n mj them chased me back...
me rest awhile then continue chased them...
ltr they chased me bc again...
me cant stand alr,
so me join wif them n run together...
after awhile,
they cant run alr...
so me run to the finish line sendiri...
when me run finish,
me go to take a cup of milo to drink..
tad time was raining...
the rain go into milo,
bt me continue drinking coz im so thristy..
then me 淋着雨等哥...
bt i cant find him...
so me sit beside the road n waiting 4 him...
after a few mins,
i found him..
so we walk bc to my house in the raining...
nw my muscles so pain.. hard to walk >.<
haiz...
n so sleepy nw~

-Today wished jw happy borthday...
i wish her happy birthday in fb then call to her n the last send message...
when i call her,
her sound so sweet...
love it!
her sound nt same as the normal that we in school de...
i love jw!
-me nid to qia jw, lyn and nee to old town... ><
Dunno this can be jw birthday onot...
bt me very bz... saturday n sunday nt free de...
weekday ok la bt no transport... haiz
i think i hv to go there by rapid le..
bt i scare 4 using rapid to there...
coz i didnt go wif rapid to sumwhr...
-tomorow going to qb...
bt me dun know wan to join with my primary frenz o tuk tuk them...
we all nt same time de...
dunno hw le> <
-still waiting 4 his message,
me waiting like a stupid thing...
juz knwing he will nt send message to me...
but i still continue waiting...
stupid de me...
wasting my time nia..
-dunno she worry abt wad??
did she know abt me de thing??!
im so scare nw...
i am scaring that she know it...
-dunno tomorow my frenz will come to my house onot...
waiting their reply...
hope they can...
bt dunno they will 介意 my house onot...
TT so many problems de...
wanna DIE~
-dunno she accept my apologize alr onot...
she didnt reply me...
i oso dunno wad to do...
erm... if u accept can u juz give gv me a ans??
i nid ur ans...
dunno hw to tell...
bt she going to training le...
maybe cant talk to her abt 5 days...
hope she will reply me...
help me to 转告 she!
thx ya~

SURPRISE...

Yersterday in the midnight, he suddenly send message to me...
quite a surprise!
i though he will think that he send message will waste his $...
but yerterday he talk meny nonsence things...
quite waste money bt as a normal day he would nt...
but the main point was badminton...
i noe that he just wan to ask abt badminton...
bt i fell warm when we chating wif him...
so i hv a good sleep yersterday,
i think is because she sleep le so he sms wif me ba...
bt juz a while only.
today come a message again bt the main thing oso badminton...
he said tad he very worry...
i wan to help him bt he reject le...
so dont wan to care abt him le...
bt tad steam guy really hate him lo...
send important message to him,
he dont wan to reply.
my frenz send to him he oso dont wan reply...
he no $??
no $ i can send to u ma...
juz wan to ask u some question only...
bt u really forget me le meh?
i couldnt believe...
i hope when competition u will remember me...
me waiting 2 u...
><

steam steam

I dont know he noe me alr onot...

but he really steam steam de...

wan to ask him something oso hard...

dun noe that he is sleeping o didnt see my message... TT

bt i noe his phone sure gt $...

i love 2A1!

They are such a kind friend...

cool...i love eu all...

^^ i hope next year will nt 'spoil' our relationship...

i hope me is in form 2 nw...

nvm... nw oso good la...

next year me cant see them again...

bt me will go to their class n talk to them..

hope the teacher will nt scold me...

The last day~

today is the last day me in 1A1...
Dunno nxt can continue friendly with them onot...
gonna left~
juz so sad...
dunno wad can do nw..
hope the time will nt pass so fast...
bt today the last day...
the time sure will pass away...
our memory will dissapear too...
bt i will nt forget the time when im wif u all...
bye to all 1A1 students...
go on in form 2... jia you.. +eu.. add oil
gonna say bye~

我没有生气过你...
我向你们三个的其中两个道歉了...

erm... u ask two of them... maybe they noe...

两个道歉=两个人的道歉...

明白了

我现在终于知道了原来里面的你是真的！
不知道你心里还有讨厌多少个人不敢讲出来...
此终我发现到了原来你的心是这么残忍的...
可是你的外表掩饰了你罢了...
真不明白原来纯洁的背后是这么残忍的...
我曾经想过这么善良的他们应该不会那么残忍的对待我！
可是我错了！
事实就是事实...
没有人能改变事实...
不过我毕竟还是欠她们一个道歉...
我已经还了她们两个道歉，
剩下一个...
我看永远都不会有人了解...的真正心情...
现在就只有我看得出她的心到底在想什么...
纯洁的你既然藏着残忍的你！
我看我休想跟你们好回了...
好想恋以前的你呀！
希望你能了解...

讨厌

我好讨厌我自己！

当初我接受了不就好了吗？

现在搞到他们都讨厌我...

我只是拒绝了他们罢了

为什么他们要这样讨厌我呢？

我真的没有话讲了。

而且就算他们讨厌我，

也不可以在背后说我坏话呵！

所谓：君子交绝不出恶声

亏你们的华语成绩还比我好！

班上分成这么多组，

最...的组就是你们了...

我已经尽量不要去惹你们了，

可是你们一直要烦我，

现在是谁要和谁纠缠不清！

不过如果我说了对不起这三个字，

你们会原谅我吗？

就算你们不原谅我，

我也是要和平和好...

毕竟我们还是亲戚，

难道要连亲戚也做不成吗？

我只是想跟平说对不起，

因为之前生气你！

我知道我的脾气很不好，

但是失去了你多多少少也会心里不舒服。

我知道要和你们和好是很困难的一件事，

所以我不为难你们，

我只是想和平和好，

至于你们我不是不想和你们和好！

只是既然你们酱讨厌我，

我就不想再打扰你们了！

好几次我想跟你们说对不起，

可是最后又收回了这个主意，

因为我害怕得回来的不是我想要的！

为什么他们有这个力量能让人家讨厌我？

而我没有...

现在她有上线可是我没有这个勇气！

一个人只能躲在角落哭泣！

可是就算不是一个人也好，

表面上算是一个人，

心里呢，

就只有我一个人。

不过至少外表不是一个人！

至少外表是开心的！

至少人家看不出我在哭泣！

至少没有人会可怜我！

可是现在外表和内心都一样了！

你放心！你受的伤不会比我受的多！

我有做什么对不起她的事吗？

为什么我带一本书来，

她也要骂我?

我真不明白为什么现在的人就这么无理取闹...

我只是一时生气平罢了，

结果弄到全世界的人都讨厌我。

我带那本书是因为我很怕闷

不是你所说的show off，

而且我带来又惹到你什么？

真搞不懂你们，

在你脸上的笑容是真的，

还是在背后说人家的坏话是真的？

越想就越不明白...

该怎么处理呢？

今天...

今天是毕业典礼，
我们一开始就看一个影片——关于世界末日的。
看料就怕怕！
过后就睡觉睡到他放video
满精彩一下的
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今天气到... grrrr
想到她就生气罢了。
下次不要更我借书！！！
借书又不要讲一声，
害我不能还人家书。
恨你！
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真不知道要怎样才能够认识他...
haiz...
今天在学校又见到他，
但是不敢跟他讲话...

好紧张...

明天有人要带我去认识他了！
我怕怕...
不知道他的回应是什么
好期待！
可是我的朋友说他会考虑她耶
不知道他的心是怎么想...
刚才在楼梯遇到他，
他看着我，我就看着他咯...
过后他就走了，
我不想有一个很不好的回应！
因为我已受过一次了，
不想再受！
加油加油
不过我怕我的朋友发现到喔...
haiz...只好走一步看一步咯